Now That I am here

Now that I am here it is a dificult thing to decide what to do with my life. Several months have passed since I started this blog, but I am still struggling with my decision. I have about six weeks before I am supposed to come to a decision that apparently is very dificult for me. I have thought about it alot and there are things that scare me about separating myself from everyone and everything I have ever known and permanently staying here in Vegas. There are things that I love about the idea of living here for a few years and things that I absolutly dread. The same goes for anywhere else I might go. I am a family gal...I need the family attachment to make me feel important and loved. I need access to the temple to keep me safe, and i need good friends that lift me up and help me on my way.
So I made a list of pros and cons about staying here and about going somewhere else.
here goes the list for staying...
Temple access
Job Security
Singles wards and lots of opportunities for good friends
pleasant weather
Place to start over
good pay
no family
no true friends
no grass
no mountains and water
it is Vegas...
The list for going is next...
Family
Friends
Cheap housing
already existing unconditional love
no singles
harsh weather snow/and hot sun
no job opportunities that I know of
pay????
I have to move again...($$$$$)
Temple is not easily accessible
So Now comes the time to make the time to make the decision. I pray often to know what to do and I think that the decision is my choice, the Lord has said that where I decide to go is where the Lord will prepare the way for me. I have to make the decision and present it to the Lord, but I have to decide first and that for me is the most dificult part.